Main nahi bolna jaa....

“Kai Baar Zindagi Phir Se Shuru Karni Padti Hai…”

It’s like someone presses reset button… counter 00…

Rejection…

I think it’s important to be rejected… to restart…

I face rejection almost everyday in my life… rejection of all kinds…

Professional and emotional…

When I get hurt people around me don’t even come to know and they don’t even bother to know…

Achcha hai… bura lagte rehna chahiye… emotions zinda rehte hain…

The person who is good, people expect all goodness from him or her…

And that good person is supposed to handle all kinds of rejection…

Whenever I feel now I am really close to this person I get instant rejection…

I generally share my routine, my day and happiness with all the people whom I feel are friends or more than that… I have never shown or shared my stress with anyone… till the date..

I see sarcasm in return… I wonder…

More than that what I feel is, people are so ready to move on… they are so ready to leave you… I mean to leave me…

I became quiet and thought whole night that how unimportant I am in someone’s life… ha…

When I get hurt no one even tries to manaao me… ha ha…

Why I am writing this… not to prove any right or wrong…

Just to mention that it’s important that some one presses that reset button and we come back to reality that you are not indispensable…

People have options…

I remember my journey of life so precisely… each person… each turning point…

I am friends with all… mostly one sided…

No, we don’t have to take it in negative stride… I am not cribbing… just hurt and trying to understand…

But trust me … rejection is so important…

Be like a spring… when it’s pressed it touches its lowest… but when released it jumps with double speed…

Be like me…

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I crave for them.. Its been long I had a good creative session with someone..

I think last was with Amit ji and Mithun Da..

For Buddham..

I generally don’t go out and especially to someone’s house..

I feel shy and restricted.. I am too restless and for me its difficult to control my creative discussions..

I was so lucky to be with Kunal and Deepika two nights back as they had invited me for dinner..

We are like family and I am very very fond of them..

Anybody would be fond of them… They are so positive and creative…

Yeah… Creative…

They both have an amazing zeal for something new.. they keep exploring life and in different ways…

They both connect with everybody with the same positive energy..

That’s amazing… very rare people have this courage to be good.. all the time…

They are…

When I meet my friends and new friends and new people… I always try to discuss something new …

May be script or some personality or some real life incident…

But its very strange that in cinema.. in media, people are weak in knowledge…

Everybody wants to reach THERE without going through its actual journey…

For me its very important to have Kunal and Deepika in my life as they give me something… I learn from them… Their hunger to keep discovering life and giving it to someone just like that… that’s so beautiful…

Kunal Kumar is not only a very good human being but also extremely talented…

He is the first person to have introduced mobile movies in India… he made few films which were shot entirely through the mobile camera..

Long back… And some digital films.. He won awards for these efforts..

I saw so many trophies in his house the other day… I felt proud… that someone in my surrounding, is creative… crazy… passionate and yet human… a good human being…

My mom is very fond of Kunal’s wife Deepika… she is like a bird… Full of life… and the moment she walks in, positivity gets filled in the place…:)

I remember Deepika had gifted a saari to mom when she was in Mumbai.. and when we were traveling to Kedarnath, mom reminded me that she is wearing the same saari..

I smsd Deepika from there…:)

Why I am mentioning this to all of us… because I really want all of us to share… to grow…

To learn from each other…

To be creative and a good support system to each other…

I have seen couples fighting and breaking off…

I love the way Kunal and Deepika give space to each other and stay like best buddies..

I love the way they get excited about new ideas and want to execute them…

They are younger to me but I look up to them…

Exchange of some good films and dvd’s they not only educate me but also remind me that I have to keep on trying to make something good… may be only good…

Look for creative friends… look for them… keep them…

Achchon ka saath achcha sikhata hai…:)

Achcha banata hai…

Same faces… same talks… uff

Its like the same menu… palak paneer… do kadak roti…

Lets change it… Let’s connect with creative people more and grow…

Let’s break the loop of same thing and same thing…

Let’s learn from each other…:)

Keep it up Kunal… Keep it up Deepika…

Muaaah…

Creative Bird _ Deepika

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We all suffer from one illusion that we are right… and others don’t understand us…

Listen to me… I am right…

Uff…

We are such bad listeners and we want others to listen to us… so that we are proven right…

I have been over reactive and restless… even now I am quite restless…

But I used my restlessness in creating some good scripts and in improving as a human being…

I know… I still have to grow… bohat kuch badalna hai… apne mein…

But I am a good listener… I might react but I do contemplate… then I react.

I am like a chain to all the people around me… as they all are in touch with each other because of me… otherwise most of them don’t stand each other…

I know we all are full of opinions… and are judgmental… and we all love problems…

Wo aisa hai… usne ye kaha… I think she is shrewd… etc etc…

We never analyze or realize our own mistakes…

We are so full of ourselves…

Humne jeena chhod diya hai…

Why..?

Humne judna chhod diya hai…

Ab hum rishtey nahi professional or casual relations banaate hain…

I think we don’t listen to anyone… specially our inner voice…

We, the basic human being… have changed for the worse…

I really hope we all will improve and learn to respect and accept people, the way they are…

Happy Sunday… and Listen to your inner human voice…

say again...:)

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Ravan wanted to make a bridge… a road from earth to Heaven…

He made one mistake…

He kidnapped Sita ji…

Focus shift…  he thought, will make the bridge soon… His ’soon’ never came.

Prince Siddharth saw a death procession and realized that death is imminent… anyone… anytime…

And he discovered the truth…

Truth is… Time… everything can come back but not the time…

So…

Jo jab socha hai kar lo….

Just do it…

Don’t wait for anything… just get started now…

Its so difficult and yet so simple to fulfill our dreams…

We just need a will… a force… a sense of destination… a sense of growth…

Do it Now…

I am trained in martial arts… I was a dancer… a choreographer… i performed on stage so many times… but once I got into direction I thought let me do it properly then I will attempt this and that…

And it never happened… Apne hunar ko chhod diya maine…

Aaj Sunday hai… Monday se shuru karenge…

Looking for round figure always, god knows for what reason…

Hai Na…

My cousin Himanshu met Mr Ratan Tata one morning…

He shook hands with him and asked, “sir mujhe koi tip deejiye… koi clue for success…”
He did not even take a pause and replied, “Value time… good luck”

Really… we need to value time and value our dreams. We can’t be just dreaming and not implementing… we have to do… it’s a disrespect to your vision… and god’s effort… who gave you the vision.

Don’t wait for anyone and for anything… make your own path… you know you destination…
Nobody can stop you…

Time moves so that you can walk with it…

Come on… time starts now… Do it Now…

I Am Watching You...:)

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Zindagi Ka Nashaa...

when I was walking up towards Kedar Nath temple I saw some really good candid moments and visuals…

people busy in their own world making that moment so beautiful…

I wanted to click few pics for memory… but they changed… due to some or the other reason that particular moment or pose was broken…

One Sadhu was busy with his chilum… as I took out my camera he looked at me exactly when I clicked… I wanted to catch him unawares…

That’s how life is… full of moments… just a click away…

Clouds were traveling from one place to another… Forming different shapes and shades… some I could capture some I was too late to capture…

Irony of life is such… that you expect a moment but to hold that moment you need to be fast to capture or else it would go…

It would change…you will find another moment but not that one…

hai na…

So many times we retake a shot to get one particular expression right… But it doesn’t come…

When it comes … it just comes…

Sometimes light is not right… sometimes expression…

Life is just a click away… just a click… click of that perfection… that beauty… that moment…

So click it… keep it… cherish it…

Aye Zindagi...Gale Laga Le..:)

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some new stories and facts.. how we cast our actors and stars… cinema is an amazing journey:)

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Heaven

Both co-exist..

Religion and Karm..

I witnessed it in this journey…

Journey to discover myself… I love traveling… I spend a lot of time with nature anyways…

We visited Haridwar then Jamnotri then Gangotri then Kedar Nath and finally Badrinath…

And to reach these destinations I realised that a lot of hard work is been put.. not only by us but also by the local people..

When we stopped near Kemptee fall (Mussorie) I spotted one local bhutte wala.. I ate two bhuttas and started talking to him…

He said he shifted from U.P. to Uttarakhand.. recently…

Why?

“Arre saahab… wahan kuch nahi hai… bijli nahi paisa nahi.. sarkar nahi… kya khayein aur pehne…”

He gifted me one extra bhutta just like that…

His wife too was helping him in his business..

To survive or to live a better life…

Karma… at the place of religion…

Its symbolic…

Religion shows you the path but our karm helps us exist and grow…

We travelled to many places and near Jamnotri we ate kakdi (cucumber)…

So refreshing… we had to climb 6 km’s… me, Sudhanshu and my nephew Kinshu were walking.. My mom and sister were sitting on horses…

Now that kakdiwala asks, “aap log kahan se ho… kya karte ho”

I told him that we work in Mumbai and we make films.

“Hamare liye kuch kaam ho bataao sahib”

I said, “kaam toh tum kar hi rahe ho… ye dukan… ye business”

“Sab thanda hai sahib… 4 mahine theek rehta hai phir sab thanda.. Uttaranchal mein bijli nahi.. suvidha nahi.. kya khayein kya pehne”

I had heard this a day before.. same problem from someone else’s mouth…

Karm aur karm bhoomi..

Koi khush koi pareshan…

I observed how thin lean guys lift heavy weight of people and take them up in their palki or basket.

Its tough.. trust me.. very tough…

God exists in all tough part of the nature…

So that you visit nature and learn to survive…

A landslide killed 4 palkiwalas in Kedarnath…

We couldn’t do anything… it happened just when we crossed that dangerous cliff.

Aayi ki koi dawai nahi…

I also observed extreme honesty in these people… hard working to the core and extremely honest…

Every temple has a lot of people as visitors and people who work there to survive…

Their calf muscle were so strong that any trained athlete will feel shy…

Power of determination to climb…

To win over nature and hurdles..

Karm, which helps you to win…

Religion, which shows you path…

They co exist..

We exist because they exist…

Keep putting in hard work… to reach your destination…

That’s the only way..

Have a nice happy creative day…

Nature is God...

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